Update 6

It's unbelievable how you can think you hit rock bottom, and then the bottom gets ripped right out from under you. Erica is having a lot of lower extremity swelling, along with shortness of breath. She is at the hospital getting a ct scan now to check for clots. She also has to see the cardiologist on Friday. Tomorrow we have to bring Liam to his orthopedic appointment and the car bed we have for him is ridiculously hard to buckle into the car. I just don't know how to handle this stuff, my wife and son are both hurting, I am exhausted, and I have no end in sight.